SAD!! SUPER SAD

hey people.. how's your result for those who just got their? good?? for me is super bad.. i farking(i rarely swear here but i never spell the word out) got 4 Cs!! can anyone believe it?? i worked bloody hard for it.. ok i admit.. for all the tests which is worth 40% i screwed.. what can i do? i got a damn depression at that time.. go school sleep.. lecture hall sleep or talk same goes for tutorial.. no one know of my pain inside at that bloody point of time.. totally regret my past.. full of pains and sorrows.. when i saw 4Cs i was like.. fainting.. i want to scream but my cousin here.. i had such high hopes.. guess the saying is right.. "the higher hope one have.. the greater he falls" my parents expect me to do well.. how am i going to break this to them? i seriously do not know.. they'll be so disappointed.. man.. i need a damn beer now.. want to smash my head against the wall.. want to cry.. going crazy soon.. anyone for a beer?? please please contact me.. i drink with you till the last damn drop.. :D <-- friends say dont give a bitter smile.. is kinda scary.. if only i had tears.. realise they are gone.. sighhhhh.. haizzzz... anyone lend me their shoulder to lie on?? hope "you" will respond to this and make me feel better.. sorry for the swearing.. i just cant help me.. the nicest i can put it.. :D nights people.. :D